Friday, March 5, 2010

Hurt Me Again


All i seem to think about is you,

I sit here and try not to cry.

Everyone is asking me why,

why am I so dam depressed. I say it's nothing,

but they know it's something.

You are the reason!!!

I love you so much, but it hurts so bad,

to know that I can't have your tender touch.

My days n nights are so lonely,

I think I might be going crazy.

Your love is the only thing

I need in this world, and without you I'm not whole.

I hate seeing you and not being able to be with you,

I hate to see you laugh, cuz I know

I am hurting so deep inside.

Why should you be happy

when I can't even laugh without you popping in my mind.

My laugh turns to tears.........

Why can't I get over you?

I need you in my life, my world seems so blue.

Nothing makes me happy anymore.

You took your love away, and

I fell apart! but it seems like you don't even care!

So why sould I?

I wish I could just forget about you,

I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.

BRoKeN


I loved you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes
Those tender lips
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire
I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one that is for me
Many nights those tears flew
Being myself without anyone
Anyone to care about the thoughts
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes I had
Many mistakes I have had.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Being his girl

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Tragedy happens

Tragedy happens
What are you gonna do?
give up?
quit?
no..
I realize now that when your heart gets broken you gotta fight like hell and make sure your still alive
Cause you ARE and that pain you feel, thats life
The confusion and fear?
That's there to remind you that somewhere out there,
There's something BETTER & that something is worth fighting for
Only silly girls spend their entire life waiting for prince charming. The rest of us discover love in someone who is not perfect, maybe not even close but who makes us feel like we're one of a kind, and, at the end of the day, we all need someone to make everything seem worthed...

Lyfe

cry all you like,
pleade if u wish,
but forgiveness is not an option,
you were a unfaithful b**ch.

u deserve no sympathy.
you deserve the pain.
thats what you deserve,
for playing me like a game.

i will not forgive you,
as you trampled on my heart,
it may seem hard at first,
but were better off apart.

so take your cheating self,
out of my life,
and give me back my heart,
that you stabbed with your knife.